THE MEMORIES COME AND I HATE TO REMEMBER !

salam.. 
and hye uolls :)

wahh tajuk entry macam gempak je kan. camni. aku bukan apa. aku cuma tak suka nak ingat balik apa-apa yang pernah menggores, mengguris, mencalar dah segala hape tu jiwa dan perasaan aku. i hate to remember every seconds about that. it is really hurting. if you know how hurt i am, you will know how bad i am.

it same when i don't want to hurt other people. cause i know what the feeling is. i feel that i am very stupid. not use my brain to THINK! hey hasniza! you were getting older. how come you can do such thing that you will know the effects. you such  a loser girl. 

thats why i don't want the memories come because i don't want the same thing happen again. i am very grateful because He still wants to help me and bring me to 'jalan keredhaan' before it is late. i am thankful because He gives me a very precious things that i never neglect it. 

and i want to tell you that i am very tired with all this. i don't want to think about that anymore. if you know what is better to do, you can find and tell me. tell me the truth. i am happy with my life now. don't think that i am cannot live without you 'guy'. 

i hate to remember all the things about you

ahh apa aku merapu. english tonggang langgang pastu nak tunjuk kat orang ramai. memang malu. tapi at least try is better. sampai bila taknak practice kan. sorry if entry kali ni macam terover feeling pulak dah kan. i just want to tell you what is true life. bye :)